Confidence has always been an off and on problem for me, when I was a kid I had all he confidence in the world, and I would act however I wanted to and never double guess myself. The older I got though the more I’d lost the boyhood attitude of living without self judgement, and to this day it stops me from living my life the way I imagine it. Tonight while I was sitting I kept on getting mad at myself for not having confidence in certain situations, and I kept on blaming myself for being so stupid for letting this lack of confidence hinder my personal relationships. In certain situations I can have all the confidence in the world, but in others I come up short, for example having an one on one conversation with someone. It’s frustrating because I know I can get passed this, but I’m having such a difficult time with it at the moment.